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This week has been a bit of a wash; groceries have almost completely wiped me out, despite adequate rest around it. And also the sun going down by like 15:45 and it being pitch dark by 16:15. It just makes my body demanding more rest (when it's already rested for 10 hours, mind) stressful as it means no sun and I want to at least see daylight, even filtered through curtains, at least a couple hours a day... I say this, but darkness is the best light level for me, because I can completely control my surroundings as the ambient is consistent... it's a very sucky quandary. Food is also causing general issues, in that I think I have a tomato regularity limit (I had issues last time with certain herbs added and tortilla chips it had veto'd so nixed both of them. This time it was a bit unsettled digestively but relatively minor), and cous cous is not accepted. Why? Who knows.

Still, I need to vacuum over the weekend before dad tackles the other bedroom, and I will help, a bit. Mostly with changing bedsheets after I remove the plushies to put on a spread blanket in my living room on Sunday, as that's my limit. With removing and flattening boxes, carrying out furniture and old electronics, and then changing and moving the bed, probably just a few hours. I'm hoping it doesn't wear me out too much, I would like to do some writing, which is at the moment restricted to solely the adjacent grocery week and even that's a maybe.

I also managed to hurt my finger next to my thumb by firstly playing Hollow Knight (the jump button is bad. It requires a long press every time. I had to remap it as my thumb said no after one room. My finger can manage it for an hour maximum at a time) and also freezing weather so now it has blown up double its usual size. Yay fun ME things!!

Mogtomes has begun and so has a copious amount of Cliffhangers. This is good because I can do jumps easily enough but not actual content when my finger is hurting as much as it is. Stadium is going: changes this season include gains being nigh nonexistent once it places you where it thinks you should be, but as I'm All-Star everything, my main goal is simply comp points. And trying earnestly to learn a Brigitte build. I've noticed one particular build destroys tanks and you guessed it... it's a fire based build... as a D.Va lava connoisseur this speaks to me. And learning things about my Ashe build - the last power I pick doesn't describe the bonus ability damage as being yet another burn to add to her tally, and I didn't notice because my target is usually already burning when it activates, but now I know my third eye has opened honestly. Why have one burn every twelve seconds when you could potentially have ten on a target all at once??? Much to think about.